waiting

One of the weirdest feelings is waiting for something over which you have no control. This week me and many people I know are going through that. We are just waiting, going through our daily routine and waiting for the decision to be handed down. Like some sort of reality show. One tries to think about other things. One escapes into movies, music, books, friends, family. One pretends everything will be the same. But there's this small feeling,like a little grain of sand in your eye that doesn't bothers you too much, but bothers you enough: this feeling that says "it will not be the same."